How the heck am I supposed to know whether to play mellow music while writing poetry, or go workout, or stay in and read my Bible when I feel like doing all of them at the same time? Lord help me. Haha. I'm crazy, do You know that? Of course You do, but You get the point. Of course You do. Oh I'm rambling ain't I? Or should I have said, "am I not?" Lord thank You for making me laugh; You are a serendipitous God aren't You? Is that what You wanted me to find out? That everything works together for the good of those who love You; that my pain and weaknesses are made whole in Your love and strength? Ah, eternity has never smelled better; a keyboard has never felt sweeter. My backside hurts; I've been sitting down too long, haven't I? Does that mean I should go work out? I don't want to work out anymore; I just want to stay here and write something, maybe a poem, maybe continue my book, maybe...

I can't believe I haven't taken a shower; oh yes I can. Haha. I need to get stronger...for You...through You.